I'm at home rotting and feeling fucked up. So decided to blog and kill time.

It's been 1year 1 month since i had a proper post. Many things happened.

Feb 2009 - I left Outback and joined Bakerzin. In the midst, participated HSBC Women's Champion as a Volunteer.

October 2009 - i left bakerzin and joined starbucks.

OH MY. Too many things to write about. Well, Year 2 have come to a closed. Waiting for Year 3 to start. Year 3 Sem 1 will be internship at Universal Studio Singapore (USS). DIEM Student doing a DCRSM job CAUSE NO COMPANY WANTS ME. FML. Well, I don't mind. Got company in the future already. Now all i need to focus is UT3. Macro and MA is bad. Like i skip half of the semester lesson. .___. Oh Well, what to say? HATE business modules. Summarized enough? :D

Oh well, let's hope i pass Year 2 smoothly. GPA is not a problem. PASSING MODULES IS.

Well, Year 2 Sem 2. I MET MY BEST CLASS EVER. Everyone is awesome in it and i love everyone in it! Though our time is only 15weeks long, we'll be meeting in school and in the future right? :D GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE IN UT3!

Oh well, My life is pretty screwed. Been broke for 6months alr. Same applies for this month. Ang pow money like no ang pow money. URGH. Find ways to survive lo. Well, definitely waiting for IIP to start. $820 minimum a month! CAN START SAVING! YAY! Well, Valentine's Day is round the corner. No date for V day. So i chose to work. Pathetic. LOL. But i'm used to it alr. 18 years of my life, it's still the same. #foreveralone. HAHAHA. Okay, decide to start download exams materials already! Till next time!

Posting tomorrow.

School is screwed, from week 8 till now i am late for EVERY SINGLE DAY! Great, daily grades cui, UT cui. Almost all C(-0.5) which equals to a D. I really don't know how to push myself for school, early in the morning i did wake up, but i will automatically sleep back after my alarm is off. Till 7 or 8am then wake up. Faci talked to me asking me to come earlier for school, i always told them i'll try i'll try. Still Late. Gosh, everytime i walk in, i see the shaking of head by the faci, i feel ashamed, ashamed by the fact that i'm a guy yet i cannot even try to wake up on time. Next week onwards, i'll really try hard to wake up on time. Ben tan, Miss Ng and even May Mak Tey pinned hopes on me in coming to class on time, it's time i really stop disappointing them.

UT 2 is over, at least for the paper part, left Entrepreneurship road show this wednesday, kinda sian for it but it's good to know more people i guess. Helping the team print some thing tomorrow then need to clean house. SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!

Life, i don't wanna talk about it anymore, the cheerful me is long gone. See me now and the past, you'll see a whole lot of difference. I always wonder, why can't i be just a normal kid in a average family who do not need to keep thinking about the money factor, i always wonder why. All i want is a normal life like my friends, but i can't. Life really sucks, i HATE it. I miss the old me. The really old me..

UT is here again, yes. AGAIN! HTM was tough this time round so was maths. I really hope i pass all my modules in this 3years of my poly life, i DO NOT want to go back to year 4. I really don't. But everytime i see myself slacking in class, doing nothing, not learning anything. It worries me alot, i don't know how to push myself on further anymore. I've reached my maximum point in life where i even used my reserve gas tank to push me on. What's pushing me on now is people around me who have hopes on me, family, friends, faci and ex teachers. I'm afraid to disappoint them and i do not want to disappoint them either.

Work is kinda screwed too, exams all spreaded out, hard to find time to work also. I need to revise too, i don't want to go back year 4 like i said, i told my mother i'm sorry as i fail to be independant this month due to buying iphone4 myself and leaving myself broke this month. Same for feb, this month due to UT, i'm working like super little. I really don't know how to survive next month again.

SOH open house just over, attended 2 1/2 of the open house. 1/2 day due to work and i missed the best part, taupok mohaimin. MYGOD! that sucked. He was like guai lan-ning for the past 2 days when he got his punishment on the 3rd day. HAHA! Met new friends like Claire, Jace, Sabriya, Afiqah, Hong xuan, Hellven, Apple, Jin Han. All this are my booth people and ALOT ALOT MORE! DAM! I should start joining JIVE activities! It's so dam fun laa! I WANT TO BE A JIVE-ER! D:

2 More New Year Resolutions

Join JIVE activities. Eg, JIVE Camp

Be OCL for the upcoming orientation!

I'm DESPERATE FOR THIS 2 NEW YEAR RESOLUTION! NEW PEOPLE! NEW FRIENDS! :D

That's all for now. The next post will be tomorrow, but on a more serious note.

Sorry couldn't post yesterday as i was late for work.

New Hair style! Mohawk, or whatever you spell it. People say i look gangster. -.-

Work is fine, still considering whether to leave Outback or not as people there are stopping me. People like Daion, Albert, Jack, many many more. Yet there is a group who always make me want to leave. Don't want to mention names here.

School started and i was so tired that i slept in class again. Damn.

New year is here, so i renewed my resolution of 2011.

-Live through 2011 without regrets

-No more Poor boy, start saving up $$.

-Spend more time with parents.

This is my current resolution i have a few more which is confidential and shall not be known, if you want to know, ask me personally and i shall tell you.

School is screwed. D for marketing, i think i was too over confident at UT1, nvm. UT2 i will try my best in ALL MODULE! i hope all min a C this time round. HTM i want consistent A! But miss ng say UT2 will be tough. HTM UT2 tomorrow, need to study tonight.

IPHONE 4! i am going to get it later, excited! Fianlly iphone 4! Crap, hope my phone don't die like how my previous Sony Ericsson died on me. -.-

Year 1 is ending! Hope Year 2 will be better. God bless all, blog when i have time again! :D